About Christine K. Miller

Weaver, art teacher, fiber artist, yogini, reader, cat lady, life enthusiast.

In Search of my Previous Teacher

Appreciation

Are you tired, discouraged, fed up, and wondering why you struggle so in your job?  This post is for you…

This has been a rough school year: students not doing their work, more disrespect to me than usual, behavior issues and classroom management problems that have me feeling like a lion tamer with a chair and a whip in my hands.  I teach in a 9th & 10th grade high school with every ethnic, religious, and sexual orientation representation there is.  Many of our students come from low income homes, we have a sizeable SPED and English Language Learners population.  I have been teaching there for 9 years and it has always been a challenging environment, but this year is seems particularly difficult.  I’m 63, a legitimate age to consider retiring – I’m tired, and this is going to be my last semester as a classroom teacher, even though I am short a couple of years before jumping through the golden hoop.  With all of the problems this year, I am sad that my teaching career is going to end this way.  I have felt this year that it feels like I’m mostly spinning my wheels.

Well, the Universe wanted to give me a pick me up, and remind me that the work art educators do is vital and essential to our children’s education.  It couldn’t have come at a better time.   I received an email in my school email from a former student Friday, from a student I’ll call Steve.  Steve searched me out.  He combed the Internet to find me, reached out to verify I was his high school art teacher, and we launched into a conversation.  This is what he said to me:

I took your Art I Sculpture class for the credit, and often times in your class (as in many classes) I would not pay attention, sleep, etc.. typically student. I was not a “bad” student per se. ( I use quotation marks because “bad” is subjective to me) I was an average student as far as academically visibility.   However, I will say this. That school year was one of the worst years of my life, but your class was one of the few things that defiantly made it livable.

I was recently going through videos of my interest, then remembered a video that you showed me in class back in 2014 ( if I am remembering correctly). This made me think about you more and more. This is not the 1st time I recalled back to your classes, but this time it stuck in my head more. What particularly I remember about you is your passion you had about just about everything you did. My thinking is because you are an artist. Your class was a major factor of something I would learn later in life, even if I did not know it when I did learn it. What art truly was. Whether you meant to teach this lesson or not, or if you even agree with it. But that art is not how good one can draw or sculpt. It is what one can create, even if not physically. The human mind and spirit itself, and the uniqueness of each individual. You taught me this indirectly with your passion for just about everything you did. You would often times lecture for minutes before class about life, meaning, etc… this was my art lesson, even if often times I did not listen. It was more than that as well, it was not just solely your passion; it was not just the fact you could care about this or that, but the why, how, who, what, etc.. and your motivations and feelings, even if I disagreed with you. To me it was also a message that art and beauty is in just about everything in life, that it comes from the soul and all humans including myself are capable of creating such a beautiful world that spirits such as yours inspire to create others of equal yet different inspire. Later, I learned this on my own and through other things, books, people, as well after your class and school year, however your class was my foundation that I grew from.

I am not sure I described perfectly what I am meaning to say, or if I am making sense. However, what I wrote is an understatement. However, I do not want to go into too much detail because I am a writer, and I will spend hours trying to edit rather than just sending you the email.

Wow!  Tears came to my eyes.  What a gift at this moment in my career, when I feel I am at a low point.  But the real juice in this message is not for me alone.  I asked Steve if I could share his message with the art community at large.  He said yes – this is my response to his email:

Thank you for reaching out to me today.  My soul, spirit & passion have taken hard knocks this year; not from disinterested students, but from a constant barrage of disrespect and downright meanness from many of my students this year.  I should teach 2 more years to make it to my full retirement benefits, but I just can’t do it.  I am broken, and my passion is bruised, and I will say ridiculed by many of my present students.
You have given me the greatest gift a teacher can ever receive, acknowledgement (albeit after the fact) and sharing of your intellectual, mental, emotional & spiritual growth.  I consider myself a seed planter, constantly sowing seeds that I often don’t know will germinate.  To hear you express your understanding of the importance and nuances of art is confirmation to me that the power of art has sprouted in your soul and will continue to impact you as you navigate life.  Art is in our DNA.  It is the heartbeat of mankind.  The entire world can crumble, but man will continue expressing the human condition through art.
Thank you, Steve, for finding me and sharing your well articulated thoughts with me!   I am very proud of you that you are tapped into curiosity and a thirst for more.  It will serve you well, my friend.
I have a request.  I would like to make a blog post about this experience of a student seeking their teacher out with appreciation and gratitude.  You see, I’m not the only teacher who feels broken.  This story can provide hope and motivation at a time when teachers are at their lowest point.   Your generous expression of gratitude could ripple through the Universe to others.
This is the time of year when teachers are burned out, BUT are also beginning to think about the next school year.   Hope springs eternal as we imagine our next crop of students and rethink our curriculum and how we can present it in better, more effective ways.  This post is for all of the seed planters out there.  It’s time to order up a new batch of seeds to be planted in the fall.  You may have drought conditions, there is bound to be some stormy weather that unseats your solid footing, or there could even be an illness that creeps through your school.  Stand firm and hold on.  Your work is making an impact and is changing lives.  I hope someone looks for you, their former teacher.

Paper as a Sculptural Form

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One of my holiday excursions was to the Trout Museum of Art in Appleton, Wisconsin. (Art educators: scroll down to see a quick, paper sculpture application as a creativity project for your students.) (Handweavers: check out this origami interpretation of triaxial weave structure.) To my delight, I was able to catch the end of an exhibit, ORIcursion which displayed the work of Robert J. Lang, an origami master. He has been an avid student of origami for over forty years and is now recognized as one of the world’s leading masters of the art, with over 500 designs catalogued and diagrammed. His website is rich with information and resources, as well as photos of his amazing work.

The exhibit was beautiful! The display of his flower series were organized (left to right) with a photograph of an actual flower, a single sheet of paper with a portion of the photograph blown up and printed on the surface (and showing the crease patterns necessary to create the origami flower), the resulting origami flower created from the single sheet of paper, and a photo of the finished origami sculpture. It was such a clear way of helping the viewer understand the process from the beginning of the concept and the processes necessary to produce the finished sculpture form.

I was also very excited about this exhibit, because I had recently showed my art students a documentary film about origami, Between the Folds, that Mr. Lang is featured in. This award winning documentary gives an extensive overview of the history of the art form as well as the current trends in pushing origami to its limits. Here is a preview of this excellent film:

After showing the video to my 9th & 10th grade sculpture students, I challenged them to create a sculpture from a single sheet of paper. Before creating the form, they applied color to the surface of the sculpture with their choice of chalk or oil pastels. I loved the resulting forms they created. It was a short project, but one that introduced them to the 3 dimensional form in an easy and instinctive process.

student work montage

The Trout’s exhibit also streamed a NOVA PBS video, The Origami Revolution. This is an amazing video! The folding principles of folding used in origami is an fundamental process found in nature, in organizing new 21st century technological advances, and is even at the heart of the way the Universe is organized!

I encourage the reader to explore this exciting process by incorporating it into an aspect of your own creative expressions. If you do, please share your discoveries with us!

Surface Design Association Inspires Explore Fiber

This is my Pecha Kucha presentation (with the text) that I presented at the Surface Design Associations’ 40th anniversary conference 4/3 – 4/6/2017. Find out how receiving an SDA scholarship to attend the 2011 Minneapolis conference planted the seed for the creation of http://www.ExploreFiber.com

Art Education – The Challenges of Curriculum Transition

This presentation examines a school district’s Art I Foundation curriculum change into the Understanding by Design curriculum template. Find out the challenges and successes for this National Art Education Association annual conference in New York City March 2017.

Bring Fibers Into Your Art Curriculum

See examples of art educators in the Plano Independent School District using fibers in their art projects. This presentation gives not just examples, but advice and resources to support including fibers in the classroom. Resources include the website Explorefiber.com, the blog of Cassie Stephens, and the fiber course of The Art of Education.

Fostering Community in the Art Studio

Fiza 2Creating a strong community in the art classroom has been a top priority this year.  Sometimes it seems challenging, especially in a 9th & 10th grade high school, when kids clump together in different cliques and feel most comfortable with their friends.  This year I have started talking about community from the first week of school, and instead of talking about our art class, I refer to our space as the art studio and invite them to think of themselves as real artists working in this shared space.

I show an artist video at the beginning of every class, and one of my favorite Artist of the Day videos is Candy Chang’s TED Talk ‘Before I Die I Want To…’

Her poignant story and community based art project really demonstrates how a simple idea can connect many people.  After showing the video, I asked each of my students to respond to a daily question with an ‘exit ticket’, a post it note that they use to write their response to the question and leave for me to gather and find out about their thinking.  Here are some of their responses to the question “How can our art impact our school community?” after we watched Chang’s video:

  • Inspire others to step out of their comfort zone
  • Art is a great stress relief.  You need things that are colorful around the school to make people feel at home.
  • By giving the school life, color & passion
  • It can change things for the better.  It can inspire people
  • Art can unite the whole school community and create a solid bond for a long time
  • Change a perspective on a view they already have
  • It gives a voice for students and provides freedom for expression.  It also presents new ideas and stimulates the imagination.
  • Make our school look better, make it more colorful and create a better learning environment
  • It can show people that anyone can become an artist

These are just a handful of the wonderful responses I got from my students.  I think it’s going to be a really great year!